Back to the states soon

  My sister is getting married next month so I am preparing to leave back to the states for that. I do not have money for a plane ticket so I am going to try to take a hop. I am not excited for the long flights at all! I am so excited to see my family though. I know I just saw them two months ago but I already miss them so much. I am sad to leave my husband. I am worried about him because he doesn't really have any friends out here because we just got here and it takes some time. I am also sad to leave my puppy Ellie. Shes my little baby right now and I am going to miss her. I would love for my husband  to go to this wedding with me. I am always the only one who doesn't have my significant other with me. It gets pretty lonely. But I also don't want to be the only sibling not in the photos and of course I would not miss my sisters wedding! Its not for that long so I don't know what I am whining about. Trips to the states and back just take a toll on you. Its exhausting mentally and physically. I am grateful though to be able to fly and not have to spend a lot of money.